Proof of Love

Hey there world,today is one of those days when I have things on my mind that I have to share.And I start with a Question to you all.Have you ever been in love?Not lust,not the kind of just wanting to get laid,have fun,and forget that person kind of love that lasts a night or a few days.But the kind of Love that you would change your life for that person love.The kind of Love that fills a void in your soul.The kind were you would run to them when they called,because they found a spare moment in there day to be with you kind of love.The kind were you wait for hours just to spend a few minutes in the warmth of there eyes,and comforted by there voice.Sheltered from the drama of the day to day reality of the world by them putting there arms around you.The kind of Love that will make you forsake all others and anything just to have that person hold you and tell you that they love you.The kind of Love that will make a man like me,mister ruff around the edges find his inner romantic side.The kind of Love that feels your dreams with the thoughts of your future together and all your hopes of children and a family.Love with unbridled Passion...........Yes,That is what I would call a true Love......................Then in this time of your deepest Love.The person you are in Love with and who is in Love with you starts to find excuses for not calling,not spending time with you,not being there for you as you have for them.And the words I Love You are used as just a way of ending a phone conversation and not with the passion of the way they used to use them toward you.They have just become words again.You are lost,confused,and alone again.And your heart is so heavy.You search for answers to your hearts questions so as to understand what you have done so wrong as to loose this Love that you had.And the last person that a man would ever want to go to ask for help is the person with the most honest answer.Your Mother,the one who you never wanted to talk to about this all till you were bringing this Love of yours to meet her to get her blessing to marry this new Love of yours.And your Mother in her simple way only asks you to ask yourself this one question..........Name one thing that your Love has done to prove her Love to you,just one sacrifice that this person you have done so much for and would do so much more for has ever done in the time you have been together ,for you ,to prove there undieing Love and Devotion to you.Name the sacrifice that they have made for Love.

Used Up

Well it has been a strange run for me here lately,I am so depressed that I don't sleep at night.I find myself walking around the house at 2 in the morning smoking cigarette's and wondering how my life went so wrong.I am what many people would call a successful person in my line of work.I have a small business that does about a million dollars a year gross that I and my partners started with nothing.We have worked when others have gone under in these troubled times.I'm not rich by any means,but I don't have to worry about much.I could have a nice life if I had someone that wanted me for me to have a nice life with.I thought I had found this person,but she is not ready for some reason to take on the commitment of being with someone who cares for her and her child.In my eyes and that of others I am the best thing to have ever happen to this person.But for my Love and troubles I have nothing to show but heartache and this empty void in my soul that she said she was there to fill.I have a list of broken promises and the loneliness of a man that at one time was looking forward to marriage plans and the hopes of a family with this women that all he wanted to do was to make her life so much better than it has ever been.I feel so lost in her confusion of what it is now that she says she wants.I am so in Love and so left behind,wondering threw the darkness with nothing to guide me.I was washed in a flood of her love and kindness only a 6 weeks ago.My life was on the way to the utopia that she painted for my with her words of love and the actions that brought these words to reality.This has all come to what is looking like an end that I never foresaw and never wanted and to this minute still don't want to ever end.I want her Love,her touch,her words,and the sound of her voice.I feel so alone now,more than I ever have in my entire life and I don't know what to do to fix any of it.I'm confused,lost,lonely,hurt,sad,and most of all still in Love...........I'm just USED up..

Top of the World Ma

Check this shit out boys and girls,Yes,that is your hero Dave in a freakin' helicopter.Man I love my job at times.How many folks do you know of that has a 500 million dollar a year company send out there private chopper just so you can go fly over a job to bid it for them.Hell yea baby,we be the shit now.Then have the President of that company refer to it as you having your own chopper.Yea that's right we bad.As you might have picked up on I was a little amped up about this ride.It wasn't my first with them,but it still makes me feel good that they go threw the trouble and expense of doing it for us.Our little 4 man company getting that kind of treatment is a monumental achievement in my eyes.I think the coolest part is to pull up and park somewhere and then watch the people around looking at you and wondering what you are doing parked just of the road and then over the horizon the chopper swoops in and you walk out and get into it.Well that's about all I have to say on that so far,so I'm out of here,My chopper awaits................

Damn Dirty Apes

Hey there everybody,(all one of ya) It's me Bad Monkey.I was settin' here on my ass while Dave was away,(taken a shit or something) and i figured I'd give you a little 411 on what's been happening around here lately.From my point of view my life is pretty damn sweet right now.Here i am just chillin' with a cold Dr.Pepper and a York's peppermint patty to munch on.Yea i know what your thinking,i have lost my mind huh.Yea you think Dave's going to find out I'm all up in his Kool-Aid and beat hell out of me. Well you would be WRONG. That boy is all hung up on this chic he posted the pic of on here.Which makes my life sweet.He hasn't beat me since she has been around,so that makes her like my best buddy.I can get away with murder right now.Damn i hope she would marry this crazy motherfucker or something and i could rule the damn world.It would be like Plant of the Apes up in this biotch.........now get out my peppermint patty is melting.

Wordless Wed.---(Not on Wed.and not so Wordless)

That's my baby talking to me on the phone.Bad Monkey is so happy for me......and him.

Second Helpings

I just have to say this before I go off to bed,I was rereading some of my old post.Hell I went all the way back to the first one that I ever put on here.And it saddens me to know that more people don't or haven't read my writings. Cause I really have got to say I am one Funny Motherfucker...............(and I like to misspell the curse words when I type,So as to make the spellcheck say dirty words,I just love that part) You know,if more people thought the way I do there would be less bad people in the world.(Cause i would have killed them fuckers by now) And don't forget to yell TIMBER when you log out...........................

Thumb Feelings

Hey,Folks....WHHAAAAAATTTTTTSSSSSS..UUUUUUPPPPPPP. I been wanting to do that for a while.It cracks me the fuck up.OK,ok back to the reason for my putting fingers to keys.I have noticed something here lately that i just had to put in Al Gores Internet(FUCK AL GORE).I have been introduced to text messaging lately.I still don't care for it cause i suck at it.But,What I have found in my thumb fuckin' my phone is that people (women as far as I can tell)will text you shit that they would never say in person or over the phone. I'm not shittin' ya,they will say shit on a text that would make a motherfucking pervert blush. And in cryptic detail to boot.They may be all sweet little mothers or daughters on the phone or at work and all.But,let them start letting the thumbs do the talking and son of a bitch man I'm telling you there is going to be some graphic getting down to the nitty gritty pornographic sexin' going up on that little colored phone screen.I just could not believe it.That is why i had to tell you all about what i learned.Yea,Yea,Yea I hear you asking the question."Well Dave what is your opinion of this?" Well folks I can't lie.When this stuff first came across my phone, I was shocked,then my next thought (as the sweat beaded up on my forehead) was damn,i really want to do this nasty texting chic................So until next time.....(Come here Bad Monkey I'm going to have to spank the shit out of you).

Happy B-day G-man

Well folks today is a special day.Today is May 1st (Stop looking at the day I posted this and saying ,"No it's not it's April 30th" Cause your pissing me off) Yes,today May 1st is My nephew Garret Horn's Birthday.So I figured i give him a little pat on the back from his Ol' uncle Dave. Seeing he has never been on my blog. Oh,yea he will be 8, (I heard you asking how old he would be so that's why i put it on here) So I figured I should say Happy Birthday today,cause your Aunt Nay (My Ex-Bitch-Wife) is going to FUCK UP your birthday party this Sunday.Sorry about that little buddy......................Monkey grab your umbrella, there's a shit storm on the horizon.

Wordless Wed.

Yea,I know,there's not suppose to be any words,but it's my blog so I break the rules when I damn well want.I took this in The Woodlands,Texas.(You have to put a capital t, in the,cause the, is part of the name)I took this for Abbie so she could see a little piece of home.

I'm Alive but Not feeling it.....

Well Hello there,I say that shit like someone is really there to hear it.I'm pretty sure that I'm by myself do to the fact that I haven't been keeping up with my blogging like I thought I would be when I started this.I've been kind of busy with trying to run a business in these crazy ass times.And when not hard at work I'm a fuckoff (yea,I can admit it).I spend most of my spare time settin' around wondering what my grand babies are doing in Georgia.I get to see pictures and talk a little on the phone. (Abbie does her best to keep me in the loop,God Bless her for that) I've always heard people talk about how hard it is to watch your kids grow up and become little people and teens and adults and all.Well because I never had any kids of my own I really didn't understand.(Silly Me) Then I got my own grand babies that have been around me since they were born.Hell I was even there for a couple of them.(Not in the room,you freak,that was a private thing) And now I'm startin' to really understand it.Then throw on top of that,that they are a 12 hour drive away from me and life really starts to suck.But hey,It's my pity party and I'll cry if I want to,So grab a noise maker and a party hat and shut the hell up.And remember to tip your wait staff before you log off.................(and Monkey stop getting hair in my drinks)